TheGoddessofFire

Every autumn you visit me (you know not of it) Brushing coolly against my summer skin. Leaves swirl in a lusting dance, my soul aches for you. Trembling, I am reminded we are foreign to another. With great pains, I cleave the seasons in two Summer most know nothing of autumn, of its frigid ways Isis' golden head hangs in sorrow The underworld has forever claimed her lover Osiris must live among the damned. You and I exist in different worlds. I exist in a world of summer, of joy and clarity; autumn will never embrace me and the wanting dance of the leaves beckons no more.

My past has an autumn floor each crackle of leaf reminds me so Memories are sent whirling through my head a cloak of orange hindering my sight the wind howls past me, its touch is unforgiving I would never ask for its forgiveness I stopped asking at the age of twenty-one eyes swollen red with guilt unrequited love is a barren tree; the leaves don't always grow back right this hindered growth has left me frozen Forever grasping at the ghosts of leaves

I want more than anything to run through the sweet smelling grass on a summer's day let my toes feel the earth between them laugh and smile back at you, as the flowers kiss our skin the sun, shining it's approval on our backs I want you to chase me, for I grow tired of being the pursuer the gentle wind caressing you I grow jealous of everything that touches you, the wind, the grass, the flowers, and even the sun for they can touch you in a way that I cannot They warm your soul, they touch even the deepest level of you that I cannot even penetrate Dearest one, love me as you love this moment.

Your ship wrecked upon my November shore Wisps of last breath echoes for something more Is this treason? Oh, sweet treason I would surely die for time and time again Warm October fills my bones Shakes the soul inside and makes me crawl back for more To taste the salty kiss of your demise I would brave the temperous wind Searching among the wreckage For the remains of your love-lost soul To taste your forlorn lips one last time Our tryst-filled past etched onto the wet sand The wood work bends and folds to desire long forgot Of past wantings we have longed for Oh sweet treason, oh warm October Your tempermental nights fill me

Adventures are the cool wind brushing against my summer skin the smell of autumn air and the rush of promises in fallen leaves Adventures mean to fall in love, and then to fall back many times again To feel the warm spring rain surround you, hearing it echo against the car windows Wanting more then just to steal a forbidden kiss The rush of the chase, feeling alive, and never looking back Adventures are Fearing goodbyes, being afraid of losing love To be once again, the fool. Adventures are Car rides to nowhere fast and holding on to dear life to the things I am left with Hoping you don't steal him too But. Most of all, advent

The image of you can't escape my head All the fights, but the silence is what I most dread In my dreams were as perfect as can be But when I wake up...I have to face reality Your not here, you never will be Blinded by love, I can barely see Will you please come home to me? I need to you more than you can see... But you ignore me it's like you don't care Even though when I look at your picture...I can't help but stare This silence is killing me, will you ever talk Or will your heart always be under key and lock?

Chapter 1: The pure-hearted martyr Kira walked. And walked, and walked and walked. She had been walking for a good hour now, in the vast, humid jungle.  She was in deep trouble, and she couldn't help but hope, hope and pray that no one would notice….."Well this is great." Her long, black hair had gotten stuck on a branch and was now in a tangled mess. "Out of ALL the days for me to be late why God why, did it have to be today!?"  Furiously she untangled her hair, and hurled the branch away "GAH I can't be late for this, I promised them!" Earlier before, she had promised both her parents that she would not be late for the ceremony. She was to

I hold onto my love For he protects me from all who will do me harm But there is one enemy he can not save me from The malicious beast, the past sneaks into my mind I succumb to the memories, wishing I never believed her The lies, oh the lies fill my troubled head Why couldn't she just admit it? How could I be so naive? The past years of my life, they were nothing Just like the figment of a man she had made up But, I shall not dwell upon the past I look upon the dawning of my bright future My love, will be at my side And that's all that matters

You were sent from heaven above You came to me, a light shining so bright in the dark abyss I love you more than anything, can't you see? You matter oh so much to me When you doubt yourself, your doubting me You are the only one for me, your all that I need You can do so many great things, but doubt will just hinder your inner light You, your no one else, your Quinn, my true love, the air in which I breathe You only need one person to believe in you for you to succeed And that my love, that person is me Your a brillant person, so funny and kind I am so lucky...that you..are mine.

You call me from deep, soundless sleep There you are, in lust's keep A dark young man, about 6 feet He's here to deceit His burning emerald green eyes seem to burn through my soul He's trying to make me his, I'm losing all self-control He rapes me of all my senses, he lets my dark-side come out He's going to have his way with me, without a doubt His mouth clamps down upon my fragile skin He bites down and the blood oozes out, he takes it with an evil grin All I can do is try to break free from his malicious grasp I wake up, I take in a breath of air in one, strangled gasp "It was all a dream"I sigh with relief, "But what is this?"